Almost Panicky Enough
Wednesday, July 9th, 2003Argh! I want to smoke.. I’m panicky.. or I was. Ha, that helped. Logging on here, just saying that seemed to calm me. Rock on. I’m stupid sometimes. I know this may sound vague.
Sea-Quelled.
I like SQL scripting. Who knew it? I highly doubt anyone understands what I do anymore. While this doesn’t bother me, it also doesn’t bother anyone else. My boss tells me I don’t email or talk to him anymore. He said he feels hurt in a joking manner that says he notices I’m working my tail off and its appreciated, I guess?
He was one of 3 people in line to speak to me when he came by. I was on the phone too with my CA pals working on one of my many issues. CA Support, and their products in all of their cryptic beauty, rock excellently. I love how USD has the Paradigm history and legacy code that I can use in combination with what I hope will develop into mad SQL skills. (See how I tied that up with the title? If only writing my novel were this easy.)
Super Dave, the great dude who allows me to post in this humble space is studying for some of the same tests that I am. I mentioned and shared the tools I found on the App Mgmt side project today. It felt good to share– like in kindergarten good. I hope he can rock the MCSE house better than my sorry self. Who says self-deprecation isn’t good motivation?
Well, I should get back to prepping for tonight’s upgrade. Thanks for listening, and being there. -Jimmy