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Okay, Learning lessons… When you lose momentum in an upward direction, you start to slide in a downward direction. This downward force is much stronger than the upward direction.

Reversing it, it seems, is quite the task.

I’m learning this, and the process of learning these things rather sucks for someone as impatient as myself.

Beautiful women are like beacons of possibility. They inspire men to go the extra distance, to change what needs changing in spite of self-doubt, life stagnance, or a lack of direction.

Consider them as candles that burn lightly in the distance, creating an inquisitive drive to get ‘there’ wherever that bright light exists from the dark point you may find yourself in.

I’m not saying that I want a beautiful woman for the sake of her beauty. In my experience, I’ve found beautiful women have more baggage than, say, cute women.

They have pretenses, pre-judgements, and more of an internal sense of standard and rightful priviledge than the average woman, who herself, as an innately female being, has plently of roller-coaster material to deal with.

I understand this, and am glad I do. These distinctions have saved me from keeping a lock and adding complexity to my life when it did not suit me.

What’s fun is the beautiful women know I’ve keyed in on this, and it for some reason draws them to me.

Not all, some find me so far out of the radar that my existence doesn’t seem to filter into their radar.

Some men find this humiliating or debilitating or whatever. These men need to know that it’s a habitual instinct we humans possess. We filter out so many of our environmental processes to avoid overload as instinctual beings.. this is the meat that seperates us from, say, cows.

So to those of you who are doing the whole “I’m not worthy” crap, you’ll get what you deserve.